Cold Night

Cold and wanton in my ears, my face writing with emotion. To see the boundless dark, as street lamps, more and more pale. I have to glance at the direction of home, I can not see light, yes, no one I stay negligible under the lodge had the lights. kid go to bed early, his father seems to have got used to me as he lit the warm wall, and sometimes, even though home earlier than me, so I went back, he was not on the computer looked straight ahead and quickly hit is holding the phone in there or the passion high-spirited or a submissive. I used to stay in one of his lights.
I need to vent in the cold at night as cold and generally spreading my irresistible boring ah.
I went to the west, I know, there are block construction sites, dark night, few pedestrians, and the line and I can sigh, Let's hear the wind Hao, no one will see me look strange.
walked over, I found that, because building materials often pull over cars sake, but also because of days of rain, it quickly wide to the west has been muddy, and I walked carefully, afraid they'd Wei feet or the mud spilled onto the trousers. very strange, went over, just the kind of terrible depressed has all gone and the mud because of the Under the lingering winter rain, that way on the mud surface cover, were small, always take the time to concentrate, have gone through, though it is winter, is no different not feel cold, but a kind of pride wells up. used to go, do not think it is repulsive, and anti-is thought to go each winter as the road has inexplicable excitement. adult, I realized, someone said, meaning. then distractions ah. And tonight, I wiped depressed, it seems that the reason is because the mud? I can not help but smile, I was a champion of life, What?
lying in bed, looking out the window the sky is still kind of dark white, outside of the screen, oh, no, is out the window, awning and hit upload to tick sound raining again Why? how rain so much this year? is because last year's drought? I do not think the rain had winter rain would not be so arrogant, always thin rain, always forever, people can not always happy. so is the cream from the? Yeah I want to really cold night. 39 winter's night, listening to the voice of frost ? is , but overall there are still attacks my cold cheeks. I subconsciously want to look at the window is opened kid? he likes to drag a chair, standing by my window, ye jabber, said, all bare it! how the heart? good suppression Yeah. I tried Yun Jie Yu Buddha taught breathing, or whether to use. had to go up a few laps in the living room, a little better. But the cold, cold again I am forced back to bed. I always it is so easy to compromise. can back to life on the Well.
I began to breathe the air conditioning to sleep. I want to wake up that morning was. tomorrow will be cold, but frost tonight so I had some hope, tomorrow, will be a clear day you?