1994 year due to ill health I exercise power, started in 1996 and participated in a Buddhist temple Buddha Dharma conversion ceremony. 2001 hours to catch up to another temple where the guru speaking Casa, Tibetan Tantric contacts in early 2002, it blindly to participate Tantric conversion ceremony.
While learning the Buddha, but arrogant, cruel habits, but he is not changed. As for the heart of hatred is not the slightest reduction. Now think about it, the main reason is because the path of right practice, practice entirely for their own purposes. Because it did not find a grid guide, did not find Dhamma. The result is a big switch to turn back to the Casa guru here, began following the guru practice.
With the guru of enlightenment Casa accepted only after beginning to understand is not recognized his past how to repair, repair for so many years, but in vain wasted so many years, he is still a slow Six Primary Afflictions doubt the situation right, very selfish and self-righteous people.
in the following years of practice on the teacher, the teacher has been emphasizing on the precepts and commandments for how important practice in the end, no one realized that he was not the beginning, it did not go seriously. Fan Jie because of his repeated until, resulting in serious irreversible consequences, realized that discipline is essential for the practice. King did not Tsunatsune not the world, the army can not fight without iron discipline victory, repairs were not commandments, not achievement.
practice over the years has experienced many happy, pain, suffering, may also talk about this, many people do not believe that these students on the teachers all around is very difficult to transfer service, the reason for that is difficult to tame, it is because all living beings on the world greed, anger, ignorance, pride, doubt the bad habits, like cancer, like all these people in, and met Dhamma encountered are displayed on the teacher. His is no exception, all these years by problems with their own, many are out on the Fan Jie. Almost every time Fanjie kill will cause the teachers can be said that some of the serious consequences caused to now there is no way to make up! Even so,UGG bailey button, compassionate teachers have not given up on me. Why
often Fanjie it? In recognition of the practice of not affect his guru and all. It now appears that even those of us in the division experienced around so many people, will be like this, and for others to imagine. Spread the habit of freedom can be seen when the person is not help, unaware of their own. Over the years, thanks to the incomparable wisdom of enlightenment guru, wisdom whip severely beaten many times, or that really want to remember Yeah.
division side in the last days, I have seen on the division, almost every day in the visible and invisible beings bring to bear the great pain he spent. Experienced by looking at all the masters, and sometimes their own can not help but think that if I do change, I can do and the teachers the same? Every time I ask myself every time a guilty conscience, I can not. Can not, by those who, and what does not Kill tortured beings, no grievance, no raw hatred. I was alone that we have been very impressed on the division of the. Besides, every time, the guru of malignant beings who are treated after the first severe punishment compassion. Our guru is one such use of life to pay to exchange, educate us, difficult to transfer service to all beings, ah, he is exposed to is before or since who bear ah, even so, the division level of the passionate pace has never been stopped.
At this point, I had to talk about myself as student of a teacher, because his performance was good, love show, mad slow, selfish, and never the bad habit of reason for others, so different occasions, because there is no strict discipline to do, resulting in several lost population, so malignant beings advantage of the loophole that caused tremendous suffering to the Master's of painful memories.
that an incident many years ago. One old professor, dragging the body of the sick have to take her to see my guru. (When she was an intravenous drip.) So I helped her to see the guru.
old professor on the teacher and talk a lot, precisely, is the other living beings and talk about her a lot. Before I left on the teacher said to her: You go back and listen to a Then come back to me, okay? She said yes.
and she did not go back in time to listen through, and use division was quoted as saying she missed with the Buddha, but with Qigong affinity, and her beings and the Buddha is destined. Sure, the old professor did not hear back, Guru had arranged to temples to listen to it through. A few days later, it came back, mostly from the Fa-rectification and vowed to follow the Casa not go, so it stayed.
One day the professor called me and said her sister had cancer, she would like to use their own point of qigong that medical treatment for her sister, I thought to myself, you yourself are ill in this way the , but also how to give people medical treatment ah? Together with many other words when she said I'm very disgusted, heard the more angry, so when she asked me to ask you to Casa Living Buddha, how beings like me, why now do something regardless of me? When I asked her so, my heart hatred Proton in a moment, then told her very vent the truth and let her know the truth. To this end she was very unhappy with the teacher, thought it was the teacher snatched her treasures. So she sent another disciple of the guru called to ask around: ? If you have or put it to me. grabbed the Dhamma refuge with you, mostly from the Fa-rectification, but because of your affinity is very immature, although great efforts made, but none of you can appeal over. Especially when it can not wait to hear In desperation it came to Buddha and heard the It's going to stay on your body and do not have any impact ... ....
to slip of the tongue because I say it virtually brings trouble to others, blame and hatred this matter, my guru had harsh criticism: The old man may be so life will complain, even though she did not complain of any side effects Casa, but may affect her too much, ah! beings greatly trouble and brought the serious consequences of it! And this consequence is no way to make up for it! Which is for the old professor because she is a good person, therefore, from a human point of view, to inevitably be narrow, because of this, so no matter how others explained to her later, she refused to accept, has been are complaining about the division.
because of his serious mistakes, it can be said ruined her practice of wisdom is to follow the guru, the error is too great, really can not recover and make up ah. Heart of a pain to think of it, accidentally lost mouth, made a large ring,UGG boots cheap, made such a big mistake, is really extraordinary child's play practice, practice walking on thin ice ah. Often listen to the teacher about the original, seamless hell beings, many are practice, because they are not strict Fanjie or a loss of population living beings only mislead the wrong word, or the people wisdom is broken, causing significant irreparable loss, only fall seamless hell. These people fell against most seamless hell, does not endorse, why they have to fall in practice sophisticated seamless hell? Causal Bumei ah, who could not change. Now made himself above the fault under the seamless enough hell, ah, I think of fear, the lesson was too painful.
habits of people, ah, like the claws to lift forgotten mice, supposedly, with such a big lesson, I should behave himself, right? In fact, I would also like to behave themselves, but just in time to forget, and often made Shiyou regret.
Bodhidharma facing the wall we have heard, the Sixth Patriarch had taken refuge to escape the hunter to kill the team's story? ! Our masters are promoting the Zhengfayancang and discussed not so? If the high-profile forward, not to mention the others is that ignorance of the Buddha who is also on the division into pieces is enough to get it! Buddha is not to say that people do not kind, but they think is in the maintenance of the Eradication of Casa Fa!
order to protect the division, so for some people, and the identity of the guru has been a mystery. Ordinarily we saying here should know the seriousness of the problem, right? Which is in such a division on the big things of life and death, I still got into big trouble.
the way it is, there has never been seen on the division of the students suddenly dojo, we have decided in advance, in order to better protect the division, does not allow an open call on the division name. In order to control self mouth, I decided not to participate in the discussion only to help the kitchen. Even said the other fellow practitioners. Even I have to say that once ran up to remind me to question you.
better performance in front of the main thoughts are used in cooking, while the evening, when people sit together and talk about practice, the talking, saying I ran the problem. When sitting on the edge of my fellow practitioners secretly beep me, I did not realize until she was severely pinched me, I then said to her, do you dare to always pinching me ah? Initiates later said, pinching you? At that time I wanted to hit you. (I know you must have pinched a sweat for me.) Anyway, I still put on a division to sell. After that, I reflect on, why is it so? Thought to want to reflect on the results, it is a good show off, he felt so proud of the great masters, proud, so can not help but just like they say it, but only to speak, then Shoubu Zhu, and what will say, this is me. That slip of the tongue, got into trouble, give the teachers got him into big trouble.
because of my problems, meditation hall of the initiates began to reflection and consolidation, first I'll start, after dinner we sit together, I will reflect on their own, was said to reflect on their own, in fact, I was full of stomach are wronged, to say all is to find an excuse, then, is to blame, then blame someone else and that is due to causes other initiates the fault of their own there, law enforcement and fellow practitioners of their attitude was very satisfied with strict law enforcement denial of my reflection, fellow practitioners, were not recognized. Sitting together with fellow practitioners and the next day, you help me reflect on fellow practitioners have taken the trouble to give a lot through the day I had forgotten instance, in the real face of the facts I have to admit that I am mad slow, look down on people, bully, selfish, good show off, not daring to bear and so on. We are extremely worried for me, help me keep reflection, I was deeply moved everyone to tears in good faith, in this world where to look for these brothers and sisters of the partners owning ah, in the absence of the Guru to find Casa in practice before, there no one that does not begrudge the time spent so much energy and tongue to help me. I began to think again fellow practitioners earnest words, the courage to face their own problems. Casa guru is exhausting reflection in the book I wrote back a very long length of the case, in which the teacher said I: The problem is not solved completely, when it really happens you have no time to regret dead! ....
looked back on the division was scared I did not dare look at the second time, and not the face of this reply, my original question of the consequences of such a serious heart indescribably bad. After a very long time, probably more than a year, only to digest and accept the division of these words.
I remember the teacher said, and worship, the Guru wanted to see a few days will not do, how can you say I did not reverence them? Really can not understand. Some fellow practitioners like dojo does not recognize the network people said she did not have the same sense of respect. Practice through their own experience and network of fellow practitioners in the temple shows the problem, let me see more clearly, and sense of respect not just in the top division in front of a ceremony, not just admiration and worship, the heart is really respectful doing the shows. Live to see their own habits, that is, mostly from the Fa-rectification, that is, mostly from the Guru, that is respectful of the division. If you do not live their own habits, continue to give trouble on the division, resulting in interference with the promote the Dhamma, you say that your reverence, worship, revere the guru, but actually it again and again to the doubly guru, the guru is to bring pain, how can it be respectful masters it? Besides myself, precisely because of their hatred, mad slow, selfish, and so take a good show off their whole heart, mind away from the guru, the guru to provoke so much trouble, potentially causing it to Master more unnecessary suffering, which is not bad for the teacher what is it? The thought of that division for those on the sharp words, I can now understand and accept.
flies do not hover around the egg, it is because they have so many bad habits, not willing to make a flat light of the people, not willing to be a mediocrity that has caused many a vicious creatures accordingly, is the advantage of the loophole, and use by its left and right. Consider the words of the guru, his repeated Fan Jie, repeatedly says the wrong thing, wisdom is a result of broken people, against the division, endangering promote Dhamma, Dhamma obstacles such as irreparable damage to move forward several times under the seamless enough hell the.
why, when I saw the feet, or had fallen, to survive the whip.
now think of it I felt, why they have to fall after a somersault, causing serious consequences, after a long and painful reflection, we know the importance of discipline in order to recognize their seriousness of the problem it? Why must the lessons with the heavy, painful division's commitment to spend, to exchange, I can understand? If each of us like me, the guru in this world to stay a few days, and the teacher's life to lose my hands, etc., ah, I'll wait to become a sinner. Think of all regret dead, Who pain guru, who is a sinner, I have repeatedly caused pain to the teacher, I am a sinner. In this five-body cast to prostrate at the foot of the Guru, bow to guru, confess their karma, repentance of the pain caused to the teacher.
Second, enlightenment are two years, my practice has not yet begun.
since the enlightenment, the practice followed by the teacher feel more and more difficult, because with the practice, I find myself more and more problems that exist, more and more serious. No practice is not shown when they lurk, and now as a cancer lurking in the body, one by one and gradually are exposed. And just like our beloved guru compassionate doctor, patiently one by one to cure.
guru once wrote me a letter in the mid-point of the heart to hate me, I was not recognized. how do I have hatred heart? Whether in the unit, or at home, whether it is mother-and daughter, or with other people, I can get along very well, how would hate them? I do not recognize.
said to be strange, since the team entered practice to follow the guru, the hate mind sleeping in the lake as the number of robberies is felt up the sand, as there are those bad habits and flaws can no longer hide live, one after another were all vividly exposed opened, are built to cover live. Especially in the power of blessing curse, hatred sweeping the heart is shown, that for some time, also started badly in the unit up, pound the table with the leader, Deng Yanjing, angry, loudly accused with co-workers. Even their side initiates contact time is not long I have hated all over. One day complaining, complaining about fellow practitioners, not fellow practitioners today, tomorrow, not that fellow practitioners, is that correct themselves everywhere, I remember one time for a humble little things to complain on the phone to fellow practitioners will not do, in the same After phone calls to repair, do not know how going to uncontrollably heart tremble and shake, not made, no way to seek help on the division sent a letter, after reading the teacher replies, slowly controlled himself. Letter from the division that is because they have more deeply hidden in the bones of hate blaming others for when the heart is touched, thus leading to a very strong hate can not be controlled heart burst out. Something like this as happened several times.
one occasion, when the external audit standards implementation in the unit, a vice president responsible for the work of others should be pushed to me, this I lost his temper, shouting criticized and rejected. The leader said not long after a lapse of a few I do not want to hear, I uncontrollably furious, so that patted the table fought with great difficulty.
I do not know how, each time firing all day fearless, and as long as someone not as good as I intended, just a touch of the
Standers Like father. My fellow practitioners have found a serious problem, it is clear on the division, except their own self-righteous do not know yet.
I have so much hatred heart, but not allow others to touch, Who Who Who needs, the teacher talked to me ordered law enforcement, law enforcement bar to drink I said sternly, I summed up the last nine division words: have.
masters and law enforcement was severely criticized, touched me very, very difficult to be psychological. That night, law enforcement bar to drink my battle was the first time ever encountered, the first taste of being relentlessly harsh law-enforcement bar to drink taste that taste really feel good Yeah, like being whipped like pain. Teachers are catching up on the two days is the magic game, the body is weak, their teeth are still sitting up, struggling with a weak voice said to me: That is,UGG shoes, and see the years and I'm a little progress at all. I sat on the bed listening to the teacher ... ... guru words of wisdom, such as beads gradually began to move my heart and touches the depths of my soul, the words of the guru has been in my ears. After returning home with a question, the teacher said that I have for two years, have not started practice, I wrote to my teacher for two years and fellow practitioners on the letter, a letter and a letter to all read it again, Yi Zizi , a sentence is so to the point, but why did not the past, I think? Their own problems now, in fact, a year ago on the point of division has been me. (I hate that big heart ..., I was not recognized, that I did not hate the heart ...), and now control it, that's all very correct, how can I not recognized it before? Now reflect on their own, yes, two of my fellow practitioners and the people around to hate times faster, a problem well blame others, this man This is wrong, that person was wrong, the division has repeatedly said that we: often when you are irritated by others, it is time they have a problem. But I just do not check yourself, blaming others and increase the hatred of others, hatred heart bigger MERITS less, so the more their ignorance, distance farther on the requirements of division, even to keep up teams were to be left behind, and almost ruined the life of wisdom must, therefore, wrote in his diary, , hit a little, head down, afraid to see people, never had the taste, painful, difficult subject, is really a revolution downtown soul, keep in mind, and never afraid to have committed ... Later on the teacher asked me to write diary in front of everyone's face practice at it again, so that we evaluate whether they really understand their own problems, if related, but have continued to reflect. The Master Thanks to timely and touched, and stick to drink, pulled me back, or I just like a mad dog, full of bite, but also to build a new industry, there is no hope. If there is no guru I did not know, I realize I have so much hate heart ah.
three, a gang of a twinning.
real practice, and felt that practice so hard ah! Why is it so difficult? Because the teacher is taking along on a journey of unprecedented Mahayana Bodhisattva ah! That is, is a go to remove the Is the deep soul of dirty things, ah, now have more Leijie to get rid of this habit, cancer, you can easily say it? Master said that this is to Dong Daozi surgery without anesthetic, you can hurt it? Sure it does. Lei Jie
have more deep-rooted habit, stubbornness, really not easy to go up, repeatedly, only to emerge a little bit to mercilessly. Although the past few years the sludge body cleansed a bit, but still thick sludge lurking yet, have to continue cleaning. Master always taught us that:
Therefore, the teacher asked us to help each other, to unite unite, we should always sit with each other strips, that is, no matter who, just to see who asked not to be hypocritical habits emerge strongly pointed out. In order to facilitate everyone's practice, the division also allows us to help one form a pair, so we helped each other, one less to keep up with the team.
years cooking in the meditation room is clean my main meditation hall and health, so the teacher let me cook in partnership with a pair formed a gang, do not sound like cooking, we were in the cooking process exposure to each other just as wrong and bad habits, such as my lavish and what should be the best to buy the division, a sale to buy a lot, and my companion, relatively small, will plan and advocate steady, the two of us on this point often have differences. So a lot of running experience.
I am a person just beginning to cook, there was no contradiction between what, when fellow practitioners have added a cooking time, I felt not used to hide themselves in the wild have more Leijie slow, hatred, jealousy , Liang She and other vices continue to be most vividly exposed, and the companions often Nao Yixian, always wanted to find fault, let her listen to my command, let her do what I can do the contrary, my companion was a woman, in the unit and the top leaders inside and outside the home for many years, particularly capable, go-getters in the unit is, peers can not match her home in the mother, in her family, all masters in their own homes, one-man used to, I simply can not accept this, emerging conflict between us, I thought that some can not tolerate her, and often jealous of her, Liangshe, the sly that she is not good. In particular, the division said today's food delicious, but she happens to do, my heart will look slightly Deng, tight to come up with jealousy. In short, I am afraid that all aspects of her than I do. Well, you said do not blame the strange, sometimes I just like the two I have, often do soul fierce struggle, the two I always fight,Bailey UGG boots, a struggle with bad habits, he said to himself, can not have the mentality that people can not see, it is jealousy , while the other will show, how do I it? I'm more than okay. Ah well its own contradictions, habits up, they will care about nothing but will later regret. Time in eating, because not used to listen to what she said, hatred heart suddenly broke out in front of everyone's face I varieties, with voice, deafening roar loudly criticized move her, and seriously hurt my companions.
knowing can not, can not control myself when the time is. Great music in reciting a mantra, it suddenly is now before the industry, so no reason to have their own great land of hatred companions, knowing their own right, to not be hid, I quickly incense, bow down in the division and the former Buddhas, and Buddhas Prayer guru to help me quickly to eliminate anger and hatred in my mind.
mantras, like the magic mirror, once more to their hatred of my heart to see how heavy. For each practice, a guru to help us form a pair, on the division this arrangement is that we practice the most severe test.
People often say: At the same time, it is this partnership and the be cleared.
later, if the teacher did say she delicious meal, I as a guru to the test of my time in a long time, mutual understanding, and can understand, and we'll be do together to discuss the matter.
Now, me and my partner, a bunch of a pair often sat together in good faith Cuxitanxin, timely to remind each other not hypocritical habit of each other's problems, and now the two of us, including the meditation hall the other fellow practitioners more pro, together to complement each other, each other to discuss the rice well, if not together, but not want to be not a few days, could not help but to call my partner and fellow practitioners, communication and exchange of ideas.
Shangna Zhao meditation hall that now only the good fellow practitioners, ah, so many years together and help each other, treat each other sincerely, far better than brothers and sisters, in this life to get to know how rare these fellow practitioners, the edge of their own to treasure, once lost them, stay away from them, will stay away from the division, they will alone will regret it for life.
IV
everywhere are mostly from a few years ago, the teacher asked me a question: What is the difference? It was in front of law enforcement is doing big things, and I am longing to one day become law enforcement (law enforcement vehicle), no ability to cook it in the rear, but everyone is able to cook.
remember that only the guru said something interesting: asked me, I have a different answer, in practice the road, as long as the heart does not leave the division, do not leave Dhamma, as long as Jinjindegen with, what is practice, practice everywhere, everywhere, meditation hall, temple of Dhamma everywhere, everywhere, mostly from the Fa-rectification of the battlefield. If you have desires, wants quite a law-enforcement, dry big business, it is never be a law-enforcement, can not do great things. If you can cut off bad habits, never re-achieve the of law enforcement.
Five,
be a Who is a sense of respect.
practice that is not empty, but into real life, but rather a convergence of life, wrong habits will continue to emerge, so that the Six Primary Afflictions and their is a long fight process, and in the process, a little inattentive, will the These days I have been thinking about how to ensure that achieve the After thinking for himself the answer is: the power of the heart can not be beat, the heart is the ring, and the
With respectful of the teacher's heart, can guarantee the road will not be lost in practice. Guru's wisdom, compassion and warmth, will extract the gold Buddha nature within us, help us to burn CD I was selfish, crazy slow, hatred and other bad habits. Respectful and trust the teacher, prayer and the wisdom of heart teachers combine goes for no other, this time from the teachers who will be incomparably blessing, practice does not make detours, they will not decline, they will not pay the east.
remember the meditation hall law enforcement once said: drag on the division, and the division of poor health, we must take. chances. Yes, the past masters of our commitment too much, before I do are all for their own sake, the time such as night-blooming cereus, life years, they can not in this, and can not always around and turn their own, the division The body can not wait. Now they have to act like an adult Side, old and leaning on the wall can not walk, to stand up to walk, to bid farewell to the past, the new page in the beginning of a new mentality, seeding, Mahayana without my contribution and to learn commitment to return the division for years endured sufferings patiently nurtured and preaching. To up the division as throwing everything, and always keep the original found on the division when the Self from the heart of desire, Shexia all, willing to rise or fall on the pilots and the Dhamma.
previous lack of knowledge for the discipline of luck, feel that nothing would happen on the division, will be widely promoting the Dhamma, and Shifangzhufo who will care You Jia's. Now understand, life is Casa guru in our hands, if the failure to Bishamon once Dhamma, the hands of the peak flow, then the consequences could be disastrous. Two thousand years, the contest with the evil has never been stopped in a bloody, open up the network from the Casa Dojo Master can be seen now, how hard promoting the Dhamma, Dhamma to exhaust the number of damaged a variety of dirty tricks to obstruct the widely promoting the Dhamma, bent on persecution and The Guru to death, so strict compliance with commandments for us, always be first. Discipline is the practice guidelines for my future, I will strictly observe the precepts of life, to life on the teacher to ensure the health, let us most merciful, the most ancient times is hard, the most tired, most will not be easy, a very great masters living world the length of time, so that more living beings hear Dhamma. Casa
willing to follow the guru can tell, do not give up separated from the Mahayana Bodhisattva Way to go, saving countless immeasurable limitless beings, beings willing to bear the pain. I hope this fire burning lifetimes and never extinguished. Casa Guru blessing prayer to help me, prayer blessing the ten Buddhas and Bodhisattvas to help me, elimination is slow Six Primary Afflictions doubt, elimination is only my selfish, elimination is not robbery to start the karma Prayer and compassion Guru the combination of the wisdom mind, let me make it useful.
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